Still Searching!!

I thought to write so much about Love Love and Love on Valentines Day.... I started and paused a couple of times while writing abt this concept called Love...and I later realized that I cannot write anything about it as I myself am not aware of love and what it truly means in one's life.... Coz when I think of anybody for whom I can give away my life for!I see none other than my family....well... It's in a way good and bad in lot many ways.... bad because, when parents see you as a girl in her mid twenties and not as their sweet little daughter, that's when you must realize that your life is gonna change... A change which is obviously for the worse!.....I am talking abt marriage proposals..about meeting or being forced to meet the guys....I Must say... it's pathetic...On the other hand, it is fun though.... You get to meet the whackiest relatives, the dumbest grooms to be and the craziest stuff that u can ever get to watch....It's almost as interesting as the IPL matches....

I feel like I am in this roller coaster ride which seems to go only in one direction... deep down under:P...here comes My First matrimonial Interview, I didnt get to see the guy, Thank god for that...but I met his so called mooh bola chacha.... They made me sit on a matt... bullshit yaar... it was sooo damn awkward... I was just cursing everybody who is surviving in this whole damn world....he went on asking abt al the crap which is not nessecary in this world...Can u believe it.. he asked me... "hw many backlogs did u have in ur engg?...ur bro is into a good college..y not u?..does it mean that u were not good at your studies in +2"....I still cannot believe how he survived that day...that rishta came from one of our relatives... so had to oblige... else I would have shown him the true me behind the coy me that day....the moment they left, I showed my parents Mahabharat in my very own home and no rehearsals...direct attack:P... I broke the glasses and plates in which they were offered food and drinks... broke the chairs....threw the pillows on which they rested... My papa was so damn worried even to come to my room... it took a week for me to become normal... finally they said that i was too tall for that guy.... thats when i laughed.... may be thats when i thanked god again.. for more than average ht....guys must and should look up to me u knw;)

Second one was way too funny.... though the guy was looking decent n al....we were not interested as i didnt like his designation..... they asked us for my profile pic... we didnt have any good ones.. so that broker said "we will provide u later"... The guys father was insisting on the pics as they also wanted to show me to their family... My papa the great... uttered the golden words.."u can take passport size pics..as of now we only have those.. do u want?...".... That was hillarious....I must say, my papa has superb sense of humor and his timing is simply unbelieveable.The funny part was he was serious ..I just thought to myself.. was i attending a matrimonial interview or just applying for driving license:P...... everybody including the guy was laughing....I expected the guy to think that we were one great cartoon family... all five of us are typical cartoons.. custom made:P...But it was shocking to know that he liked... but alas... we cartoons do have some expectations.. we are still searching for our kind of cartoon... not normal ones...