Just 2 days shy of my 25th Birthday....... Gosh!!!!!!.... How weird does that sound now!!!.........
Its good to be at the right side of 25 where you still want to believe that you are young... and the whole life is ahead of you... Go!!...DREAM!!!...ACHIEVE!!!.. LIVE!!!....... These are the words which people have been telling us and we in fact have been telling to ourselves as well..... But 25 seems a bit heavy for all these things...... I know I sound lame and I already talk like an old lady but I just wish I lived my my last 4 years of life once again...... just one more chance to live that life...... Tell a few people how much I loved them.. tell a few others how much I wanted to ignore them.. convince myself that I have it in me to be what ever I dreamed of.....hmmm... Though I think, May be..Just May be....my life would have been different had I taken decisions differently at different point of times... I don't think it would have been better than this... Thankfully I don't carry any regrets in my life.... God has been good enough to me so that I could keep my head and heart together.I have made Mistakes.. Many of them infact.. yet I am happy, Every mistake was a new learning experience... and helped me understand a different perspective of life... Its part of Growing up.....but again.... Who the hell wants to grow up???
I don't want to grow, understand the responsibilities of the world.. Take things seriously in life.. but then, I look at my mother and realize...the different phases of a women's life.... she was married when she didn't even know what it meant like to be married..... at 18 she was a mother....was able to bear the torture I put her through since my childhood till date.....her patience, her perseverance, her strength to deal with different phases of life.. wowww.....I just wish I was half as good as her in what ever way possible.......hats off womanhood!!!.....
Suddenly I started to feel.... I haven't experienced anything yet..... How it feels like to be married.... to love your husband...to fight over silly things... to wait for the goodbye kiss every day before he goes to office... to hold my baby watch it say maaaaa.......woww..... its an amazing feeling to even dream of......
It has been a fantabulous journey so far but I know a lot more exciting things waiting to unfold in my life....As I cross another milestone in my life... I just pray god to give me enough strength to keep me growing personally and professionally and enough love from loved ones to keep me breathing..........
Happy Birthday to Me!!!!!!!!
